story now

i guess ill tell a stroy now
i guess ill make it through some how
i guess im here
there use to be a farytale
a nightmare in disguise
everypart of her for sale
and a man so un wise
the lies
like acid on her lips
and she falls down
its just one more of her sober trips
there is nothing more that the desire to be the desire
to have the whole world see
to be accepted by her peers
and not judged according to her fear
i guess ill tell the story
of one more tradegedy
to add to the pile
one more sentance to pull you through for a little while
theres the razor
theres the drugs
happily never after
deprived of wholesome love
one more broken princess
who can't fill herself
enough emptiness
scars
screams
she is a gem on the outside
but inside
inside she is nothing
just one more bleeding soul
i guess ill tell the story now
i guess ill tell the story of how
she made it through to now
of her scars
from tragedy
one more broken girl
that you may never understand
finally found some one to love
some one to hold her hand
one more tragic, acidic, love
and a lot of other stuff
one more little girl
grown up in a razor blade world
she finally found some one to love
some one who made her believe that she really is enough
L O V E
L I F E
T R A D G E D Y
and you will see in the mirror that this girl was me
so, i guess i just told you my story
I guess i just shared my life
I will smile in the face of adversity
and laugh when i am paralell to strife
look in the mirror
and see what i have become
defeat this defeat
because it has all been won
L O V E
L I F E
T R A D G E D Y
and its just one more beautiful horror story