I Tried To Love You

I tried to love you
But I broke down instead
I tried to love you
I even acted as if I did
But when it came to the crossroads
I convinced myself it was all in my head
I tried to love you
But my heart lay broken and dead
I tried to love you
I cried all the time
I just could not push myself
To cross the final line
I tried to love you
With my words
And you fell for it like I had before
I tried to love you
With my body
But even then you weren't all over me
I tried to love you
I promise
I did
I tried to love you
You loved me
Maybe you still do
Maybe you still have the ring
Maybe we would have been a fairy tale come true
But maybe we will never know
I know you won't
Cause I am not allowed
To say how I feel
I am not allowed
To tell you
That being apart has hurt me
And made me see
If I'd tried One more day
To love you the way you deserved
It would have been real
Oh! To love you How you deserve to be loved
Maybe my pathetic heart
Would have been enough
Maybe you still love me
And I am done trying
If only you could hold me
Kiss me
Save me...
If only I'd get over myself
Over this fairy tale I've written inside
Over all the love that I have let die
Maybe I could love you this time
I tried
And I know it won't wait forever
I just feel like something is missing
Something is wrong
When we aren't together
I tried to love you
I only wish i could try again